dangerous and sweet

it's difficult to see from da surface
but everything goes in
and it stings like a spider
hits u deep inside and

i know that you are just like me
OVER SENSITIVE
we're an ordinary breed
taking everything much more than it means
well' it's dangerous and it's sweet
cut us and we bleed

al these words we speak, cassually
well maybe i'm just weak, but it' hurts me
everything you said
well it cuts me like a knife
it hutrs me deep inside and

i know that you are just like me
OVER SENSITIVE
we're an ordinary breed
taking everything much more than it means
well, it's dangerous and it's sweet
cut us and we bleed

i should put on my armor the next time i see you
so i won't be harmed
but i know i can shoot my own arrows
i'm sorry i hurt you
i know that like me you can be
OVER SENSITIVE
!!!!!!!!!!

chayo doooonk

wt temen2 pliiiiiissss.....
pensi uda tinggal ngitung detik aja loh,,
gimana neh preparing kita????
ayo donk prend,, semangat!!!!!
sibuk sih sibuk tapi latian jalan terus okay!!!

chayo chayo deh!!!!

dunia berpelangi

my life, my melodies, my adventures
dunia w penuh warna and i like it so,,,

tapi saat ini rasanya kurang pas kalo masih dikelilingin warna warna soft yang always shinning brightly around me,,, waktu yang bagus wt nyari warna yang lebih tegas,, warna yang lebih "Gw banget" ,, warna yang lebih nunjukin who i am inside,,

w ngerasa uda waktunya untuk ngelepas smua atribut yang uda terlalu lama bersemayam di otak w,,
uda waktunya hati w dapet sarapan yang lebih berat,,
uda waktunya pundak w nerima beban yang lebih berat,,
uda bukan masanya lagi w terlalu enjoy ama smua kemudahan yang ada
bukan masanya lagi w terlalu nyantai jalanin hidup
bukan masanya lagi wt mikirin hal2 yang ga penting

mungkin sbenernya uda terlambat ketika w baru sadar tentang smua perubahan yang seharusnya uda dari dulu w bangun
mungkin seharusnya uda dari dulu w mantepin langkah w
mungkin seharusnya uda dari dulu w tegas ke diri w sendiri

skarang w sadar
ternyata w sama skali ga da apa2nya dibandingin tmen2 w
ternyata langkah mereka uda terlalu jauh di depan w
pikiran mereka lebih dewasa dari pd w
sedangkan w???
i was nothing but trouble

pliss be nice to me,,
this is what u've always said when u hurt so bad,,
but u would never know how to start right within ur self,,
what can i do?? if i only feel so bored..

my newest life..

What what what...???
what's da craig is going on now???
huh,,, let me take a breath,,,,
yang jelas segala macem kegiatan yang ngedatengin w at my 3rd grade as a teacher bener2 bikin w LUPA MAKAN,,, hahahah,,, tapi w enjoy banget cus kali ni w baru bener2 ngerasain asiknya bisa exist di dunia,,, trus selama ini w kemana donk?? yah slama ini kan w mahluk yg setengah manusia stengah vampir,,, so... its the real new life w yg menantang,,, w musti survive,,, hahahaha,,,, tapi w enjoy kok,,, asli,,, malahan sampe2 w ga pernah mikirin buku diary w lagi gara2 keasikan ama dunia baru w,, wow ngautis nih yeee